"MY KNOWING""
"MY KNOWING," is: accepting you did die.
"MY KNOWING," is: tears I easily cry.
"MY KNOWING," is: a future of uncertainty.
"MY KNOWING," is: unbearable distress to be.
"MY KNOWING," is: living without you.
"MY KNOWING," is: not being sure what to do.
"MY KNOWING," is: needing to hear your voice.
"MY KNOWING," is: you never had a choice.
"MY KNOWING," is: what could have been.
"MY KNOWING," is: your great future back then.
"MY KNOWING," is: never being the 'ME' as before.
"MY KNOWING," is: severely suffering to my inner core.
"MY KNOWING," is: not knowing who am I and who will I be?
"MY KNOWING," is: "YOU" I still want to see.
"MY KNOWING," is: Autumn being terribly sad.
"MY KNOWING," is: memories of the great fun we had.
"MY KNOWING," is: Christmas holidays are tough.
"MY KNOWING," is: by New Year's, enough is enough.
"MY KNOWING," is: April brings another anniversary year.
"MY KNOWING," is: that you will never again be here.
"MY KNOWING," is: your May birthday will be arriving again.
"MY KNOWING," is: not seeing you since when.
"MY KNOWING," is: the torment that is yet to come.
"MY KNOWING," is: this anguish I can't run from.
"MY KNOWING," is: having you almost thirty one years.
"MY KNOWING," is: so much I still fear.
"MY KNOWING," is: this nightmare will continue.
"MY KNOWING," is: I will always love you.
"MY KNOWING," is: how long I will try.
"MY KNOWING," is: to ask ""THE REASON WHY."
" MY KNOWING," is: feeling insanely unstable.
"MY KNOWING," is: hoping someday to be able?
"MY KNOWING," is: not caring, at times, to live.
"MY KNOWING," is: the compassion, understanding I have to give.
"MY KNOWING," is: wanting to just forever sleep.
"MY KNOWING," is: these loving memories I will forever keep.
"MY KNOWING," is: this excruciating pain is like no other.
"MY KNOWING," is: accepting "I AM" a bereaved mother.
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BACKGROUND DESIGN AND MUSIC APPRECIATION